nights r the same

wen u want some thing u dont get it and wen u dont want it just come to u . i dont understand these things.living alone is some tiomes good but wat u regret is not having some one to talk. i used to have a lot of friends but i dont know why i decided that living alone is better . i tried to avoided them now io have less friends . i am happy . but i am regretting that wy i leave them behind . i am regreting taht i was not a good friend . i want to live alone till i am a successful man. then i can become a good friend. i will do watever that io was unable to do before. now i dont have to worry abt my friend's problems. i just think abt having friends .in the nights i just cry an d forget.every day is a new day for me. but the nights r the same.